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Gemäldeur / Painteur

Iso aka IVH3
Society
I AM
NOT
GOOD
ENOUGH
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VIMOSA PUZZLE OF PEACE blank Muster blur
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WORLDY

As german, if you type "Maler" (Painter)

into an online search engine, you will

get offers of companys, not artists. There

was actually a definition missing eversince.

Gemäldeur

Painteur

Ancient-Giant-Worldy-VS-The-Flood-By-IVH
Underwater-Worldy-By-IVH3
Inspector-Sina-In-Heaven-By-IVH3
InspectorSina+MagicalForrest-By-IVH3
Worldys-Billard-Cave-By-IVH3
wrong-cave-worldy-By-IVH3
super-giant-invisible.who...By-IVH3
Pictures-By-IVH3
Worldy-On-Tour-By-IVH3
wolki-at-wolke7-By-IVH3
SusanneIsNotWorthIt-By-IVH3
present-By-IVH3
Unlimited Tearfalls-By-IVH3
Selfportrait-by-IVH3
Inside-The-Magic-Egg-By-IVH3
Inside-the-Magic-Egg.tear-one
Tear-Erotic-By-IVH3
Perspektive-By-IVH3
Tearbirth on worldy_By-IVH3

                                                   This exhibition is named after the Star of it               

 

                                                             - Worldy -

Worldy: Aka VIMOSA Groundkeeper. 2015 it was just one, Worldy-1.0 "The fat One", who naturally at some point became the star of my Paintings. Over the years the family grew, my lifesavers (by ideas and drive), now star of many arts. 

Cloudy, the initiator for art-academy-plans i had: is my former best friend, who sadly died in end 2014. We wanted to study art together. Without his words "You can achieve anything, never give up" i wouldnt be here anymore. Without him, there would be no paintings. He believed in me like nobody else. Visit him in the same-named Room in VIMOSA - there is an incredible new project, a series "Cloudy 7", his life in heaven, where now other deceased real life people join him.

Worldy: Aka "VIMOSA Hausmeister". 2015 war es nur einer, Worldy-1.0 "The fat One", der irgendwann ganz von selbst Star der Gemälde-Auststellung wurde. Über die Jahre wuchs die Familie, meine Lebensretter (durch Ideen und Antrieb), nun Stars vieler Kunstformen.

Cloudy, der Ursprung für Kunsthochschul-pläne: Ist mein ehemaliger bester Freund, der seit Ende 2014 leider nicht mehr lebt. Wir wollten gemeinsam studieren. Ohne seine damaligen Worte "Du kannst alles schaffen, gib niemals auf", wäre ich nicht mehr hier. Er glaubte an mich wie niemand sonst. Besucht ihn im gleichnamigen Raum im VIMOSA - dort gibt es ein neues unglaubliches Projekt, eine Serie "Cloudy 7", sein Leben im Himmel, in dem ihm nun weitere verstorbene Menschen beiwohnen.

                                            Wann entstanden die Gemälde ?

Die meisten entstanden alle ca. zwischen August und Oktober 2017, in meiner aller ersten und leider einzigen intensiven Marathon-Session, als Resultat geplanter Rebellion gegen Diskriminierung, nachdem ich das zweite Mal von der Kunsthochschule unverstanden aussortiert wurde. Ich plante eine ungenehmigte Ausstellung auf dessen "Schulhof"... die niemals zustande kam, da ich so gut wie keine Möglichkeiten hatte all die Bilder zu transportieren - Zudem wollte ich nicht, dass sie zu Schaden kommen, dazu liegen sie mir zu sehr am Herzen, besonders Worldy.

                            When were the paintings created ?

Most of the Paintings were created between August and October 2017, during my first and sadly only intense marathon-session, as the result of planed rebellion against discrimination, after I was rejected for the second time by the arts-academy without them ever understood my first application at all (magic box - read all about this in the free book "Evolution - Imperfect" that you can find as PDF in the Eggy-Movement room). So i planed an unauthorized exhibition on their schoolyard... that never happened because of no possibility for me to transport all the paintings. And I dindnt want to damage them, because they are my heart, especially Worldy.

I imagined bad human behavior going down on that schoolyard.

I was once there, asked a prof. a question how to get in earlier, maybe for especially gifted (it was summer, application started spring, and, if accepted, semester would have started next winter = 1,5 years. I was age 24, while at age 25 financial support (called "Bafög") ends, when you have to take a fulltime job to be able to afford rents and studying - thats how unprivileged have to do it, that's why there are barely any unprivileged students!). She, the Prof. didnt answer, just gave me instant intense-eyes "HOW DARE YOU TO THINK YOU'RE GIFTED!" and walked away. I was shocked! I was a former homeless and these are the moments when i felt that need to escape system so strong. I simply asked an innocent question and i am not worth an answer, just instant exclusion, she hated me, didnt want me there.

I applied 4 years in a row, age 26,27,28,29 (all years it was  literally suicide to apply due to no financial-support... i still tried it for my deceased best friend. Its all in the book "Evolution - Imperfect")

                                                  Wie entstanden die Bilder ?

Unter Schmerzen, körperlich wie seelisch. Jedoch auch unter neuartigem Antrieb einer verborgenen kreativen Welt, die entdeckt werden musste. Immer wenn ich Geld für eine Leinwand, oder einen Leinwand-Karton auftreiben konnte, starrte ich diese an, manchmal Stunden lang, gar die ganze Nacht, während sich Szene für Szene in meinen Gedanken darauf abspielte. Blöderweise muss man sich irgendwann für eine Version entscheiden und ans Werk gehen, mitten im Film! Ab diesem Punkt stand immer sehr viel Arbeit bevor, 10-20 Stunden am Tag. Doch die ersten 4 Wochen flogen einfach so un-einfach an mir vorbei.

Da ich die Ausstellung auf dem Hof der Diskriminierer aber richtig einschlagen lassen wollte, brauchte ich mehr Bilder, viel mehr - Und somit auch mehr Geld... Dabei kann man schnell depressiv werden, wenn man immer und immer wieder an Grenzen stößt, nur weil man sich weder Leinwände, noch Farben, noch hochwertige Pinsel leisten kann, wissend, dass alles was man mit seinen Mittel erreichen kann, zu minderwertiger Qualität führen wird, die schon kurz darauf durch Licht, Zeit und Staub schwindet. Und besonders die ausfallenden Haare der Billigpinsel, trieben mich oft in den Wahnsinn, da es nahe zu unmöglich ist diese aus der feuchten Farbe zu entfernen, ohne den Bereich zu verunstalten. Und bei besonders detailreichen Bildern wie "Future Selfportrait", sind diese Vorkommnisse fatal! Doch das ausstrahlenden Glück, das entstand wenn ein Werk vollendet war, in all der Unperfektion, war unbezahlbar. Starrte ich vorher Stunden lang ins nichts der leeren Leinwand, so starrte ich nach Fertigstellung Tage lang darauf - Ich war jünger, es hat die Welt für mich bedeutet. Zudem dachte ich, dass ich endlich etwas hervorgebracht hätte, dass für andere so klar auf einen Blick zu erkennen ist, dass es mir Wert als Künstler und Mensch vermachen würde...

dachte... Aber das hier ist die falsche Welt. Die richtige, die versuche ich mit VIMOSA zu erschaffen.

                        IVH3

                                       How did I create the Paintings ?

Under pain, physical as soul. But as well with a new drive for a hidden creative world, which had to be discovered. Whenever I had money for a Canvas, I  stared at the blank one, sometimes hours, sometimes the entire night, while scenes in my thoughts where running over it. Unfortunately at some point I had to start working:D Its really funny fact how intense my imagination works. Its like having to start to work in the middle of a movie, who wants to do that??? You wanna watch and relax and enjoy. So I started at somepoint, facing the decision which Version I wann to go with, on which always followed alot of work, 10-20 hours a day. But the first 4 weeks just passed by. But for the sake of a big Into-Your-Face-Exibition, I had to create more paintings, and more... which required more money as well! Thats the point when you get depressed very fast, when you reach the limit of your possibilitys, just because you cant afford canvas, paint and good brushes, knowing that everything you are going to create is minor quality anyways, which starts fading soon by light, time and dust. Especially the lose brushhairs often drove me insane, because it was impossible to get them out of the dry paint without ruining a part. Especially in detailed paintings like the "Future Selfportrait" it was fatal. BUT the  out-streaming happyness raised by finishing a piece, in all the unperfectness, was priceless. Before the process I stared for hours, afterward for days - I was younger, It meant the world to me, and i thought I finally came up with something so clearly to see for others, that it would give me value as artist and human... I thought that... but this is a wrong world. The right world i am trying to build with VIMOSA.

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                                                                  IVH3

Iso (IVH3)                                                                                                                                                                                                                     3-7-2019

 

Future Selfportrait. (greenscreen)

Selfportrait-by-IVH3.JPG

50 x 60 cm

Ancient Giant Worldy VS The Flood

Ancient-Giant-Worldy-VS-The-Flood-By-IVH

100 x 70 cm

NEW

Underwater-Worldy

Underwater-Worldy-By-IVH3.JPG

50 x 60 cm

Inspector in Heaven

Inspector-Sina-In-Heaven-By-IVH3.JPG

50 x 60 cm

NEW

Inspector & the magical forrest

Inspector-Sina-By-IVH3.JPG

50 x 60 cm

IT SHELL FADE

This is the greates masterpiece I could have ever created & secret puzzlepiece to all my storys, its an original "PAIN-TING"

Most-Painful-Picture-In-History-Of-All-A

Price 1000000 Euro

You pay for what you dont know. You pay for the geatest pain on and off canvas ever frozen. I will give alot of the money to poor!

VIMOSA

is not a place

for selling.

This PAINting

is an exeption

for reasons.

Leinwand auf Karton (canvas-plate) 50 x 60 cm

Unlimited Tearfalls

3D-By-IVH3.JPG

50 x 60 cm

I whish I were Worldy

Pictures-By-IVH3.JPG

50 x 60 cm

Wrong Cave Worldy !!!

wrong-cave-worldy-By-IVH3.JPG

100 x 70 cm

wrong-cave-worldy-By-IVH3.JPG
wrong-cave-worldy-By-IVH3.JPG

Worldy's Billiard Cave

Worldys-Billard-Cave-By-IVH3.JPG

100 x 70 cm

Ancient Giant Worldy VS The Core

super-giant-invisible.who...By-IVH3.JPG

100 x 70 cm

NEW

Perspektive

Perspektive2-By-IVH3.JPG

50 x 60 cm

Inside the Magic Egg

Inside-The-Magic-Egg-By-IVH3.JPG

80 x 60 cm

Inside the Magic Egg - Tear One

Inside-the-Magic-Egg.tear-one.JPG

50 x 60 cm

Tear-Erotic

TearErotic-By-IVH3.JPG

50 x 60 cm

Tear-birth

Tearbirth on worldy_By-IVH3.JPG

50 x 60 cm

Wolki at Cloud 7

wolki-at-wolke7-By-IVH3.JPG

50 x 60 cm

Finished !

 
SusanneIsNotWorthIt-By-IVH3.JPG

100 x 70 cm